It's hard to remember. I really, really wanted to beat BBC tonight. I remember facing a similar game my senior year of highschool. "Even in my brokeness I can see that this was your will for me," that became our theme song. Sometimes things are completely out of you control and that is when you have to say, okay God, I can't orchastrate the world as I would like. He knows all. There was a reason we lost...I just can't see it yet.